February 14, My Birthday

Today is my birthday, though, I don't know for sure how a year had passed with not so much exciting events. I Know I was quite bored for the year that was, but, on second thought, it was a refreshing and very personal year with not much to do. You know, staying home, unemployed, baby sitting my sister's 2 wonderful kids which I love doing (btw), going to church, meeting and hating some people along the way, and changing myself into a better person or maybe just being the same when I know it's alright to be that way (huh, do i make sense?) lol

Today is my birthday and these days are my waiting days. I mean, I am happy today and yet there is fear that the year ahead would be not so much great. My Visa is expected to come out by next week, and hopefully that would be granted, after all the hard work and money spent on it. Only God knows how I eagerly wanted it.

And so today, I am praying and hoping that the days ahead of me would be brighter - that the sun will shine as bright as it could be for I don't anymore want the gloomy days of rain and the loneliness that kills my souls. And here's crossing my fingers to another land where I will seek my fortune and maybe my life.

Happy birthday to me and I know I am happy and will be in the days to come. I bid goodbye to a young ego and embrace the realities of adulthood. (The photo is not just me, the camera makes tricks again lol)